Broken

broken inside
broken in two
broken promise
that didn’t come true

broken happiness
broken joy
broken life
all destroyed

broken dreams
broken hope
broken will
no way to cope

broken spirit
broken mind
broken in pieces
and left behind

©copyright 2023 jai


unbounded quatrain

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Johnnys

The morning is heavy, pregnant with spring.
Dew sparkles on the new blades stretched in mass,
Testing their new-found strength; in shouts of green,
They greet the rose-soft sunrise, raise their glass,
Salute their warm savior with verve and sass.
“Hello!” shout the iris, waving blue heads.
“Hello!” shout the tulips, white, pink, and red.

Near the barn, johnny-jump-ups perk their ears,
Wonder why the fuss from their vain cousins.
After all, from early March they’ve been here,
Yellow and purple, dozens and dozens.
Popping up while the ground is yet frozen,
Johnnys are trailblazers, fearless and bold.
What’s the big deal about a little cold?

©2023 jai


rhyme royal

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Penance

the wolf is at the door

he howls…I moan
he knows I am in here
afraid and all alone

the wolf is at the door
he claws the ancient wood
he knows I am behind it
he knows I will taste good

the wolf is at the door
his nose draws in my smell
tastes the sweetness of my fear
his appetite I will quell

the wolf is at the door
I rise to let him in
this night will witness penance
past time to pay for sins

the wolf is at the door
I gather my courage close
my fingers curl round the icy knob
I let in the lupine ghost

the wolf is in the door
he growls...I scream
thrust my dagger into his heart
carve out his bloody wet dream

the wolf is on the floor
I smile in satisfaction
he thought I would be an easy meal
too weak to take bold action

the wolf dies on the floor
no longer a threat to me
I write my name in his cooling blood
for other wolves to see
©2023 jai

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Little Girls and Old Women

told to honor and obey
little girls can’t find their way
lips zipped against food and speech 
gotta stay skinny, gotta stay meek

or true love won’t come their way
submerging self, the price they pay
striving to be who he wants her to be
she loses her and becomes his she

put Prince Charming on lofty pedestal 
feed the ego of immature male
make him feel like a mighty king
no matter the fact you’ll never be queen

for him, queens are the porn-star pack
perfect dolls all waxed, maxed, and stacked
always ready, willing, and able
not real women...just juvenile fables

poor little girls become old women
before realizing there is no winning
for the enlightened, this epiphany brings joy
no more worries about pleasing a boy

just march to the beat of your own ditzy drummer
pick white daisies in your own field of summer
dance in the rain while the devil beats his wife
and always carry a big suspicious knife

©️2023 jai

Image by Jill Wellington from Pixabay

March Chimes

March chimes tinkle in the wind

Telling me spring is on the way,

Chasing away dark winter days.

And I wonder where the wind has been.



Unlike winter, spring sports a grin,

All toothy gold, warm, and gay.

March chimes tinkle in the wind,

Telling me spring is on the way.



Sometimes brash, chimes dance, drunk on gin.

Or perhaps, weed entered the fray.

Drunk or high or merry, who’s to say?

They jump and jingle as they spin—

March chimes tinkle in the wind,

Telling me spring is on the way.

©️2023 jai

rondel

(Author’s note: written for my mother, whose favorite season was spring.)

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Silly Girl

there was a silly girl

who didn't see
the mistake she made
by trusting me

she gave her heart
she gave her all
and I tripped her up
just to watch her fall

I felt big by
making her small
used sarcasm and anger
kept her back to the wall

I didn't listen
I didn't see
that she stopped loving
wanted only to be free

now I’m sorry
but it comes too late
for too long I sowed meanness
and now I reap her hate

©️2023 jai

Image by Brigitte Werner from Pixabay

Reparations

it starts

and it ends
takes flight on dark wings
and soars from my pen

hell rises up
heaven falls
demons rush in
and pass through the walls

of the human psyche shored up
by gossamer gods and magic pills
tromping through mires of disbelief
brandishing swords, counting kills

nothing can save you now
not pleas, prayers, nor unholy deals
from the monsters I’ve set free
to sink barbed teeth into your heels

and drag your evil carcass down
into the tenebrous pits below
to rip apart your foul flesh
and feast upon your black soul

it starts
and it ends
takes flight on dark wings
and soars from my pen

©2023 jai

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