Broken

broken inside
broken in two
broken promise
that didn’t come true

broken happiness
broken joy
broken life
all destroyed

broken dreams
broken hope
broken will
no way to cope

broken spirit
broken mind
broken in pieces
and left behind

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unbounded quatrain

Image via Pixabay

Striptease

some spirits are as fragile as a rose

sweet as honey, lovely to gaze upon

but easily damaged

by callous souls who heartlessly ravage

scribbling hateful words with sharpened crayons—

soft petals wilt ‘neath weight of heavy prose

leaving door open to rot and disease

rose abandons hope, does a sad striptease


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wounded couplet

Image by Jiří Rotrekl from Pixabay

Sowing

never able to love and obey

always going her own way

damn fiddler to pay

every day

own



wielding machete, she hacked her way

all would-be white knights, she slayed

damn fiddler to pay

everyday

sown



now body worn out and hair of gray

feet planted in self-made clay

damn fiddler to pay

every day

lone



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trinquint

Image by James Deutschkron from Pixabay

Crow




crow arrives on nighttide

feathered aphotic revenant

slips in the window

while she sleeps

burrows its sharp beak

into her seasoned flesh

and tears at

the most tender morsels...



doubts

insecurities

fears

savors the sour flavors

of being hurt

of being fooled

of being played

again...



she learns not to sleep

stays ever vigilant

lest crow

swallow everything

her pride

her independence

her reason

her life...



in the morning light

she sometimes wonders

if crow is real

is a force without

or instead

lives within…



a black cancer

of bone and blood

cawing chaos, while

beating sharp wings

within each breath

scraping claws

through fragile capillaries

frantic to escape

its self-made

prison...



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Image by Angel Milostan from Pixabay

I Wait

sprawl in a wrinkled, uneasy bed
old demons and new share the covers
they jabber and snicker, toss and turn
chase away forgetful sleep
eyes on the shadowed ceiling
I wait for sunrise…

pour a cup of bitter, black coffee
greet the ghosts of past friends and lovers
angry and accusing in their stony silence
tears slide down surly cheeks
eyes on the cold, damp floor
I wait for sunset…

pace dingy, dark, shuttered rooms
regrets, fuck-ups, and what-ifs gather
lamplight glints on gunmetal gray
what you sow, so shall you reap
eyes on the bore of eternity
I wait for death’s release

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Image by eberhard grossgasteiger for rawpixel.com

Driftwood

home in my memories sets monochrome
monochrome walls, roof, and floor—my home
gray, the kitchen where my family prayed
prayed at a table of weathered gray
old photographs of yore yet sparkle gold
gold that never tarnishes, nor grows old

love cradled me in a warm, velvet glove
glove worn by Mother, fashioned with love
safe, was I, in that time, in that place
place of antiquity—nevermore to feel safe
childhood long gone, now rotting driftwood
driftwood littering dead sands of childhood

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mirrored sestet

Image by alefolsom from Pixabay

Roads

a child knows nothing

about the consequences

of the many roads

she will walk in life

until the end

when the last road is chosen

and for better or worse

she arrives at her destination



old, with no more roads left to walk

she then ponders

those fearlessly taken

the ones passed by, unexplored

the hurtful ones

paved with nails and glass

and she realizes that long ago

she lost her way



too late now

she knows, over and over

she picked the wrong roads

always in a hurry

she veered left on a whim

right on a wish

and only has herself to blame

for this damned dead end



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Image by Markus Distelrath from Pixabay

Barbed Wire Heart

wrapped tightly

in rusty barbed wire
the caged heart beats
listless and erratic
an out-of-time clock…
tick-tock

cruel thorns stab
draws tainted blood
that drips poisonous and black
down constricted ribs
forged by shame and blame…
plop-plop

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Image by Birgit Röhrs from Pixabay

Hoodoo

She stares up at the starry sky
while puffs of clouds meander by
to silent, dark places not known.
She watches alone, all alone, yearning to fly.

All her life, she’s been a bird, caged,
frazzled, red feathers, eyes of jade;
both, no longer as sleek and bright—
In fact, she is quite a sad sight…has come unmade.

She’s been called a bitch—perhaps, witch?
—that wasn’t a spell, just a twitch,
muttered with a foul word or two
at the one who causes hoodoo, makes her bones itch.

One night she will straddle a broom,
run away from this life entombed.
To the far heavens, she will climb—
Yes, stay up long past her bedtime…fly with the moon.

©2023 jai

florette

Image by Ruslan Sikunov from Pixabay