
youth is a fickle mistress
batting her clear green eyes
whispering in your ear...
I will stay with you forever
naively, you believe her
slug through the weeks
and months and years
thinking she will always be there
you live your days for others
instead of yourself and her, while
work and family obligations
mindlessly gorge on time perennial
time you should have spent loving
time you should have spent living
time you should have spent just being
time you should have spent with her
until one morning you wake up alone
she has left you for someone younger
leaving you old and worn out and used up
no good to yourself or anyone else
you see her out with her new love
and grow angry and resentful and hard
hating her for abandoning you
hating her for being happy without you
then, slowly you come to realize
that she did not leave you
you left her, long ago, standing alone
crying, ‘neath the glow of a fallow moon
©️2023 jai
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